When i (think i) was your man

Same bed, but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio, but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you all that it does is just tear me down
Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name
And it all just sound like uh, uh, uh

Hmmm too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers and held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours when I had the chance
Take you to every party cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby is dancing, but she's dancing with another man.

My pride, my ego, my needs and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes
It all just sounds like uh, uh, uh, uh

Too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers and held your hand
Should have gave all my hours when I had the chance
Take you to every party cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby is dancing, but she's dancing with another man.

Although it hurts I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know
I hope he buys you flowers, I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours when he has the chance
Take you to every party cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done when I was your man!
Do all the things I should have done when I was your man!

I HATE IT...BUT I MISS U...

i miss our first simple chat
i miss when u say "we should hang out sometimes"
i miss when u said i was fun
i miss our silly conversation
i miss what i think its "our date"
i miss lookin deep to our eyes
i miss listening to ur story
i miss ur childish act
i miss the way u care about me like nobody else
i miss when we share our food
i miss helping u find some stuff
i miss ur lovely smile and laugh
i miss ur little touch to me
i miss holding ur shoulder
i miss protecting you
i miss my craziness when you do something special for mee
i miss our dinner
i miss our trip at my motorcycle
i miss our karaoke moment
i miss watchin the fireworks with u
i miss thinkin about u as my future wife
i miss everything about u...
but most of all...i miss when i miss u...

Fun Trip and Rafting @ Arus Liar

Sooo....after a while...im back with new post...hahaha..makan waktu juga setelah beberapa saat ga share something disini....well..mgkn krn ga banyak yg liat ni blog juga...jd ga ada yg protes klo ga sering2 entry....this place is almost like a private zone for me to post some memories... ^^

Tanggal 14-15 Juli 2012 ini...gw and orang2 kantor ngadain sebuah event yaitu ARUNG JERAM di CITARIK,SUKABUMI...bisa dibilang acara senang2 bareng dari kita2...memperat tali siloturohim lah klo kata orang...Sebenarnya event ny sudah dipersiapkan dari jauh2 hari...peserta yg minat juga awalnya cukup banyak...cm karena alasan dan halangan ini dan itu sepanjang persiapan sampai hari H...akhirnya tim inti yg jalan didampingi beberapa peserta baru :)

Tanggal 14...Hari Sabtu...Rencana berangkat habis pulang jam kerja...jam 12...( yeah kami kerja di hari Sabtu sampe stengah hari....efisien?...silahkan pikirkan sndiri  :p ) ..ternyata berangkat molor krn big boss minta ditemenin ke area...akhirnya jalan siang ari jam 1-2 an lah...perjalanan cukup jauh juga...Jalanan sempet macet (tol dalem kota..ga heran)...Sampe area bogor-sukabumi...udara mulai adem...untung ada beberapa cemilan biar perut ga gtu keroncongan...


Udah lama ga keluar kota...lewatin jalan menuju Sukabumi ternyata begitu berkelok-kelok..naik dan turun...lmyn ekstrim klo gw liat...untung bapak2 yg bw kendali mobil da pada mahir...klo ga mgkn da merosot di tengah jalan...(itu juga klo gw d bsa bw mobil...next..)...Akhirnya stelah perjalanan panjang sampe juga di Cikidang Resort...a.k.a tempat kita istirahat sblm tgl 15 ny arum jeram...tempatnya asik and enak banget buat sante2....recommended deh pkkny ...

Begitu sampe...and liat kolam renang...langsung deh pada nyebur semua...lol...sorry2 tp gw ga ikut nyebur..selain krn menyadari kebodohan gw ga bw celana pendek sm skali (mw arung jeram ga bw celana pendek..gmana coba..)...gw ga kuat sm dinginny...drpd gw sakit..bsk kg bsa arung jeram

Well..Singkat nya setelah cebur2an...makan malam embe guling...acara malem santai2 sambil gitaran and nyanyi...pokoknya ngilangin stress duniawi deh.. ^^

Besoknya....acara inti dimulai...Arung Jeram di sungai Citarik...well kebetulan karena ketinggian arus lg cukup rendah.. (lg musim kemarau)...and kebetulan juga manager landscape kta lg bawa keluarga..jd arung jeramnya cukup aman untuk dilintasi...next time harus lebih menantang lg nih ^^

Pengalaman pertama seumur idup naik arung jeram...seru and sama sekali ga nakutin (kecuali klo jatoh..coz gw ga bsa berenang)...yg namanya orang sering bilang..klo arung jeram itu melatih kerjasama...ternyata gw buktiin sndiri...klo ga bsa kerjasama..yg ada malah akan saling ngerepotin and bikin susah perjalanannya...so it was a very good training for us..

Yah the point is...it as a fun trip...a fun adventure...and you kno what...tgl 17 saat g post ini gw sedang izin sakit...hahaha..entah karena akumulasi kecapean or apa..tp fisik terutama kepala mendadak drop...Senin kemarin cukup sibuk dan dipusingkan oleh customer kantor yang aneh bin ajaib....Well..semoga aja event sperti ini bisa terlaksana lagi...thx Guys ^^

Welcome to The FAMILY XenS ^^

Sooo..today is really something for me...tanpa ada prediksi sebelumny (well plan sih ada..)...hari ini akhirnya gw beli juga tab yg sudah gw incar dan teliti di berbagai belahan internet selama 2 minggu terakhir...Wohoooo!!!

...Its Samsung Galaxy Tab 2 7'0...awalny mw liat2 and test pake...trnyata begitu lewat Pazia di Mall Ciputra..pertimbangan semakin matang...berikut penampilan sekilasnya

Well..not bad eh...memang awalnya minat lebih tertuju ke S Galaxy S3....tp berhubung pertimbangan harga yang kykny kurang pas utk saya sebagai smartphone..dikarenakan saya masih ada BB...yg masih berfungsi dan kepake utk kontak dengan orang2 kantor....jadi pilihan mantap ke Tab...oiya satu lagi...waktu test langsung S Galaxy S3...memang mantap...tp ga sampe membuat saya sangat terkesan...i dunno..maybe krn saya bukan termasuk gadget mania :))

And now..demikian sekilas kisah singkat...nantikan sepak terjang si XenS ini selanjutnya... ^^

Makes me wanna play MARIO again ^^

So much Fun hearing this song again...and most of all...its Linguini from Ratatouille who sings it ^^

sad truth?

So...semalam gw habis dari weedingny one of my best bro sister... (congrats ci cindy ^^ )..quite a night...bantu2 jadi penerima tamu with other bro's...semacam jd tenaga sukarela...cape sih...but its not a big deal...toh jg gw melakukan sebuah kesalaha BODOH yg lmyn ga bisa diterima sebenarnya...but oh well..mgkn gw lg blank kmarin malam...

Anyways...there's plenty of photo there for us...and i must admit..im not lookin to awesome that night...my hair i like an 80's guy...so i probably lookin like a nerd...But yg gw ga nyangka....dari penampilan kemarin...gw bisa dapat predikat/cap sebagai yang TERJELEK diantara best fren gw yg lain....and gw dapat itu orang yg ga gw kenal2 banget...so...is it what they called truth?..i dunno...but i cant do nothin bout that...i'm just being me...if u got a problem with that...than ur talkin to a wrong person... :)

I mean...What The F*ck??!!

People...pernahkah kalian mengalami sebuah situasi..dimana pada account Facebook kalian (kalau kalian punya Facebook...kalau tidak...mgkn kalian jg ga bkl baca blog gw ini..)..kalian dapet FRIEND REQUEST dari seseorang yang ga kalian kenal...dalam kasus ini lawan jenis??(klo satu jenis mgkn bakal lgsg didelete...terutama kaum adam...girls..no offense here..)...oiya..and im talkin about REAL person account...not that kind of fake account or shop selling shit stuff account...

Well...kalo pernah...rasanya pasti akan terasa lmyn aneh...dapet request jd friend dr orang yg entah dr belahan dunia mana...masih mending kalo di mutual friendnya ada org yg kita kenal...klo ga??...rasa curiga pasti naek 200% diotak...Klo emg ada alat pelacak nya pasti bakal laris digunain buat tau apa maksud and tujuannya...

Okay..katakanlah kalian terima and accept requestnya..and tanya secara baik2...makasih ya uda add...bla bla bla btw lu siapa ya?..kenal dr mana?... pertanyaan yg sbenarnya bikin kita kyk orang retarded..but klo ga nanya mw tau drmana....tul?

Untuk beberapa orang...biasanya dr awal permulaan sperti ini...bisa menciptakan sebuah relasi baru yang berkesinambungan...sperti jadi kenalan...cerita2...tanya2 tinggal dmana and aktifitas apa...etc etc...bahkan bisa ktemuan...jalan bareng....ada feeling..trus jadi deh... (happy ending yg belum pernah kejadian sm gw *curhat dikit bodo amat*)...

Tapi kalo dari kejadian tersebut..ternyata cm sebatas basa basi...ga ada kelanjutan...nyapa duluan kaga...manggil duluan kaga...i mean..what the f*ck people?...what do u want by add me as ur friend from the first time?....apa dengan add orang yg ga u kenal and abis itu udah gtu aja u dapet some kind of lottery or undian brhadiah gtu ??..sampe komunikasi yg selanjutnya jd ga penting?...da fuq with sociaty??

Klo ada pertanyaan apa kejadian ini lg gw alamin...dengan terbuka gw katakan ya...tp gw yakin...bkn cm gw yg pernah mengalaminya...cowo atopun cewe...kejadian ini ga pandang bulu...mau bulu apapun yang kalian punya...so guys...guess we have to deal with this kinda shit....